TanglesThere's lots of tangles in my life.
Tangles with hair,
With my ear phones,
BUt my favorite tangle is with you.
I love how it feels like our hearts are intertwined.
How you can make my heart skip a beat.
How you can make me smile and laugh without even trying.
So maybe there's been knots in the tangle,
But who cares?
Together we've gotten them untied.
I love being in this crazy tangle.
Sprawling in all diffrent directions,
leading into so many diffrent decisions.
And your the only one I'd ever want to be with like this.
The oneThis is.
This is the one.
The one whom I love.
The one I love with my whole heart.
My whole mind.
And my whole body.
Who I can't go a day without thinking about.
The who can make me smile.
The one who can make me laugh.
The one that will stand up for me.
The one that I'd do anything for.
The one I trust my life with.
The one who is my lover.
Who I want to be with forever.
Who I want to fall asleep with.
Who brightens my day no matter what.
Who cares about his friends and family.
Who knows what he's doing.
And I love him.
His obsession of cars.
His short blonde hair.
And his tall, lean body.
And his boyish side.
and his childness.
But most of all.
I love him for the person he's shown me to be.
He is one of my greatest mentors.
One of my best friends.
At times he's the dad I never really had.
And other times he's the brother I could only wish for.
Best of all.
He's my love.
The things that I like BestHere's a few things that I like best,
My arms wrapped around your chest.
Standing on my tippy-toes,
just to try and reach your nose.
Kissing you on the lips,
The feel of your fingertips.
I love the way you look when your asleep,
And how your always the one in my dreams.
I like it when you sing,
And I love looking at that simple ring.
And knowing you thought of me,
I love it when you call me babe,
and you beautifully say my name.
When you give me that cute little grin,
and all of you and your sins.
But most of all,
I Love You.
Colour Me.Colour me beautiful.
Colour me fine.
Colour me pretty.
Colour me outside the lines.
Colour my world.
Colour my heart.
Colour my being.
Colour me into art.
Colour my memories.
Colour my skin.
Colour my emotions.
That let some people out.
And let others in.
Colour my morning.
Colour my night.
Anyway that you like.
Colour me pretty.
Colour me fair.
Colour my virtues.
Make me colour aware.
Show me all these beautiful things.
Show me all these colourings.
All brilliantly painted from a hidden pallete.
Just might be some of the most brilliantly coloured things yet.
His carAt first to me it was just a car.
But to him, It's a piece of art.
At first to me it was just a silly thing that didn't have much meaning.
But to him, it's his freedom.
His escape from the world.
From the drama.
From the shit.
I use to think he was weird...
Spending all his precious time on a car.
But now I know.
That car is one of his most precious,
most valued possesions.
The roar of the engine.
The feeling of slipping behind the wheel and putting his foot on the gas.
I get it now.
I understand why he loves that car.
I see why he spends hours after countless hours on his car and making her shine.
Showing her off and taking her around the town.
And I respect him.
And his car.
Angel of my soulThe angel of my soul.
He sleeps next to me.
While I lay,
blissfully and content in his loving arms.
beautifully molded sculpture.
So much love being radiated.
So much understanding.
So much faith that this will work out.
This is my angel.
May 20th 2010
This photoThis photo...
Me and you...
You and I...
We actually seem...
But now I've gone and flushed it all away.
I ruined it.
I failed you.
I threw away everything I knew and loved.
I threw it all away.
I listened to someone else.
Not my own heart.
And now I sit here and regret it.
You honestly deserve someone who actually knows how much they are in love with you.
You gave me your all.
You showed me love that no one had before.
And I left it.
I feel like crap.
I don't know how to feel anymore.
I don't know how to let you know that I miss this.
I miss us.
But most of all...
I miss you.